It’s been a very long time friends. I wasn’t even sure I would ever blog again. There are so many seasons in life. So many that reach places in your soul you don’t want to share. I have been through such a season and I pray to my Father up Above that I am drifting out on an exodus. This season in my life has caused me to hide. To grope through the layers of my heart and sort out the mess that it was. It has made me afraid. Of who I am. Of what I’ve become and who I may never become. In this peculiar time I’ve realized many things. About myself. The people who surround me. My dreams. I’d thought I was uncapable of dreaming again. Of trusting. Of believing. In everything. But faith found me. It truly gave me wings when I was falling deeper than I’d thought. It lifted me up. People lifted me up. And I let them. Prayers were heard. I never again want to go through such a darkness. I’ve relearned some lessons I thought I already knew. Like who and what you surround yourself with can make such a difference. I am learning to dream again friends. I’m making changes. I’m learning to soak up all that I have been blessed with and ask for nothing in return. To just be grateful for each day and all that I am given in that day. I’m learning to be content and simplify my life. And as I’ve done this I’ve had the most sublte rays of light shine in places I thought were boarded up. Glimpses of past dreams are beckoning me. Perhaps my future is brighter than the lies I had chosen to believe. I pray friends that you are basking in rooms full of light so bright you can’t help but smile and soak it in.
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